Hey.
I'm depressed. And I have no one to turn to now. Sort of.
It sucks, yknow.
I hate my life. I sound like another over-dramatic teenager going through puberty.
But seriously. This sucks.
I don't know why.
I can't look at the bright side you know.
In the past, everytime I do, I can.
But this time, it sucks.
It's serious.
When I look at other people, I feel so. Ugh.
I compare, yknow.
I can't help.
I ask myself why do other people get so much?
And I have to stay in my miserable state.
I'm feeling so horrible now.
And there's nothing I can do about it.
Absolutely nothing.
I feel so threatened. Really.
I can't even find a way to do this.
I really feel like giving up.
What makes me feel so down is that, I really can't do anything about this.
It's not in my power to do this.
I wanna stay at home and cry all day and die in my misery.
I feel so emotional ):
I don't like feeling moody.
But, Aiya. Forget it.

I thought it was a minor problem,
but when I saw her crying,
my heart almost died. Really.

What sucks is that I have an A math test this thursday.
And I have to study for it,
If I fail this test,
I'll probably have to drop A math.
I don't want to drop A math.
I reallyreally don't.
It's adding to my stress.
And I don't have the mood to study.
I can't concentrate.
This sucks. UGH.

But, thank god for friends.