HEY!
Decided to update my blog.
I'm like, seriouslyseriously bored.
I'm not even kidding.
The holidays has been kinda cool.
I mean, after the whole exam shit, the endofyear holidays are awesome.
Had OBS from the 1st-5th Nov.
Met reallyreally awesomeawesome people (:
Imma happy :D

Went out sometimes here and there.
It was just, not very packed.
Feel like I'm wasting my life away.
I need to start studying ):
Went out with Yiting the other day and started on some work,
but, didn't really do much.
At least better than nothing.

Okay, so now, it's nearly 2a.m. and I'm talking shit on msn.
Save meee.
Can't wait for tomorrow.
Meeting choying at eastpoint for lunch and going over to her house afterwards,

I've been really hooked on korean/jap shows.
I think I'm really deprived of entertainment.
Rawr.

OHHH!
And i got hooked on the twitter craze.
WHEEEEEEEEEE.
Ohmygod,
the reason why I hate blogging, is because i talk a lot of shit.
Imma stop now.
Goodnight :D

Hey.
I'm depressed. And I have no one to turn to now. Sort of.
It sucks, yknow.
I hate my life. I sound like another over-dramatic teenager going through puberty.
But seriously. This sucks.
I don't know why.
I can't look at the bright side you know.
In the past, everytime I do, I can.
But this time, it sucks.
It's serious.
When I look at other people, I feel so. Ugh.
I compare, yknow.
I can't help.
I ask myself why do other people get so much?
And I have to stay in my miserable state.
I'm feeling so horrible now.
And there's nothing I can do about it.
Absolutely nothing.
I feel so threatened. Really.
I can't even find a way to do this.
I really feel like giving up.
What makes me feel so down is that, I really can't do anything about this.
It's not in my power to do this.
I wanna stay at home and cry all day and die in my misery.
I feel so emotional ):
I don't like feeling moody.
But, Aiya. Forget it.

I thought it was a minor problem,
but when I saw her crying,
my heart almost died. Really.

What sucks is that I have an A math test this thursday.
And I have to study for it,
If I fail this test,
I'll probably have to drop A math.
I don't want to drop A math.
I reallyreally don't.
It's adding to my stress.
And I don't have the mood to study.
I can't concentrate.
This sucks. UGH.

But, thank god for friends.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HOTSTUFF!
It's KHUN'S 22ND BIRTHDAY TODAY.
Wow, I swear, I idolized him since the beginning of sec2.
WHEEEE C: I'm sick. i know.

ANYWAY!
First day of the peacemaker's workshop todayy @ Victoria School.
I guess it wasn't all that exciting,
But still alright.
Hopefully tomorrow would be better C:
Highlight of the day was the "mediating" test.
There was this lady sitting there grading us.
Two people acted as party A and party B respectively.
Rachelng and I were the "mediators".
Super creepy,
Victoria School always reminded me of debate.
The JGs quaters were held there, (IMPROMTU ROUND).
That round almost killed me.
Anyway!
She was judging us and all.
I think she's a trained lawyer or something,
I swear, lawyers are so cool.
I wanna be a lawyer.
But I suck, so I should just not. :C
Hahaha, yuppers.

Went home afterward,
I HAD LAYS CHIPS IN MY FRIDGE.
HAPPIEST MOMENT OF THE MONTH.
I barely ate chips this month. (greatestachievementever).

Hahaha, just had dinner a few moments ago.
I want to read my book now.
But I'm very lazy to get it.

Nevermind, ):
I still have to wake up at 6.30 tomorrow for the peacemaker's workshop.
This sucks. ):
But on the bright side, I get to learn something new.
Hahaha, byebyebye.




Tell me you hate alice in wonderland. What? You can't?
Well, I CAN'T TOO! C:
HELLOWORLD.

I feel very accomplished today.
I finally did something SCHOOL-RELATED today.
Did the math project at MABEL'S house today.
With ABIGAILCHOYING and MILLI.
Went to eastpoint for lunch first.
Then we started hunting for cheap materials from popular.
Went down to the weird gift shop to get black tape.
Yeah, then we bus-ed to mabel's house.
Wow, I swear to god.
Plastering the damned tape onto a piece of white-board thing at 3cmby3cm attempting to form a grid really sucks.
I nearly blinded myself.
It's brain cell killing.
You wanna suicide? Do it for a few hours.
I assure you.

Anyway, Abigail helped me, C:
Yeah, then we started on the board game making thing.
Hahaha, then we all left at 6.

Just had dinner a few moments ago.
Something happy happened to me just around 10 minutes ago.
Short-lived.
But happy C:
Please do it more often. Hahaha,
Okay,
Anyway.
I blog like a 5 year-old kid.
School's reopening soon. This sucks. ):

Secret Hearts;




HEYHEYHEY.
It's nearing 2am again.
It's a brand new day! (:
Yesterday was aweeesomme.
Went out with Trina, Chaniece, Yiting and Wan.
They went to watch karate kid in the morning but because I already watched it, I passed and I met them afterward. (I GOT TO SLEEP LATER C:)

The plan was to go 313 because Trina&Chaniece who are really obsessed with JUSTINBIEBER wanted to get magazines.
But instead, we went to bugis because of manymany contributing factors.
So yeah, ate at Yoshinoya. Is that even how you spell it?|

Okay, I have to say this. The spelling error thing in blogger is bothering me.
IT'S UNDERLINING EVERY SINGLE WORD. OKAY, ALMOST. EVERY SINGLE WORD.
I KNOW I SUCK AT SPELLING BUT I KNOW IT'S NOT WRONG ALRIGHT.
Okay, anyway C:
I wasn't really hungry so I ate those potato thingythangthings.
Went to kino to get somemore magazines.
THEN WE WENT TO COTTON ON.
I'VE BEEN WANTING TO GO TO COTTON ON EVER SINCE FOREVER STARTED.
ILOVECOTTONON. ILOVECOTTONON.
Okay, I love GSS.
I wish GSS will never ever ever ever end.
And so does it apply to my opinion on school holidays.
Yeah,
So, we went to the crowded street at bugis and shopped for awhile and went back.
Chaniece had to meet her mom at Bedok,
So, the 4 of us ended up going back to tampines and we went to J.CO to get ICED CHOCOLATE.
I was dying for caramel fraapppp.
But it's alright. J.Co is awesome too.
So yeah, sat there and talked for awhile and we had to leave.
Oh right.
The scariest thing happened to me today.
I think I almost died.
Trina and Yiting, you know what I'm referring to.
I swear, I have never been so dumb before.
THANK GOD I SAVED IT.
Okay, anyway.
YitingWee, I DON'T BLUSH OKAY.
TRYING TO BE FUNNY ONLY.
You want to die early ah?!

Okay, I shall, go off now.
I'm reverting to singlish.
This is not good.
I might have been a roadside ahlian in my previous life.
It's a natural talent.

I could get used to blogging.
So..
I'M ROTTING.
I can feel it.
Okay.
I'm just very bored, ):



Wassup.
It's 2AM.
Wheeeee, I'm very bored.
Came back from YCD+F outing.
Only Nasyitah and I went for it.
Nasyitah had to leave halfway for something. *ahems*
Yeah,
So yeah.
Hahaha, I have to admit, YCF people are awesome.
LIKE ME.
Okay.
We went to Eastcoastpark.
Superfun and all and..
I GOT TANNER TODAY. SERIOUSLY.
God bless me man. :D
oh,
Played murderer and stuff.
Seriously fun, winking and all.
Some people just prefered to cheat la. *coughcough*
It started raining when they were playing with water.
So, we had to bathe and all.
It's a total rip off.
50cents for bathing.
Or you can choose to use the hose and wash your feet @ 50cents.
Wow,
So anyway,
Went to dinner at AMK.
Good food manz.
I LOVE SALMON.
So,
Thank god I went today.
I was thinking if I should go and all.
AND I SURE DIDN'T REGRET IT! :D:D:D:D:D
hahaha anyways, I can't decribe the fun, it'll be totally under stated.

So, I shall just not.
Talking to Yiting now.
She said she's feeling "GIGGLY" for me.
HAHAHAHA.
can't wait for 313 with trinawanchanieceyiting on monday.
Wheeeee,
I think I'm turning dumb. I need to study.
I feel so detached from studying.
I need to smartify myself.
Hahaha, I shall study soon.
Wow, I'm rambling on again.
Nevermind, I shall find something constructive to post next time.
Hahaha,